Todays Meditations

Judgement has been tampered with. Are you not seeing the light.
Normality takes a new meaning. Those birds outside sing to me. My tears off my cheeks. My spirit is out of body. Able to swim freely without a pestering destroyer in my path. I’m okay. Angel? Is that God? His voice echos.
Echoes begin their layering. I’m walking now. A crawling phase has concluded from this chapter.
My first steps. How familiar they are to the touch. These hardwood floors. The cooling surface that emits my senses in the toes.
The smell of that Alaskan season. It glitters and sparks within my nostrils. The creekside window that gave a constant shhhhhhh to my brain’s marathon. I made it.
I decide to board a river side vessel awaiting my Embarkment. I give a gentle gesture of farewell to this beautiful landscape as we ascend into the blue above us. Afraid. closure. Destiny. Short lived. Meaningful. Delicious. Memorable. Heart felt. Dark. My last frontier.
I approach the sides of my vessel. Looking down is an option. Anticipating each foot of my increase in altitude is, too. I hear a beautiful creature whispering voices of the hive as we draw closer to it’s source.
This is special. Being in and out of one’s body. Comprehension towards even the basic of life’s questions. How, why?
Shit if I know. The panorama is strong around my face
We rush forward into a deeper place of peace. A stigma not influenced by those of bias spheres. Only from oneness. Our own imagination and enjoyment towards a place so special to each of our 5. We see what we feel. We can taste what we touch. Yet, we can still hear the sun speak to us given it’s willingness to burn.
I worry to much on another’s perspective. Fear has ruled enough of my pursue. I’ve begun my fight for victory.
.Love You.


New EP?

Yup, I’ve begun working on a new EP called, Hang Low. Heavily focused on suicide and the unspoken hurt that many experience. There’s a dark stigma to the topic that no one is ever comfortable shedding light onto. Understood and justified. We’re referring to a super harsh reality regarding mental health and it’s instability at times. Myself being a heavy victim of the struggle.
This ties into my second album, Changes and the truth about coping and experiencing these episodes…
I don’t fuck around or really care to put on a fake front. I choose to be honest with you.
I currently have 3 songs written up for the release. Two of which are on my Soundcloud profile.
I’ll have more updates regarding the release soon. For now, enjoy and please….. Never hesitate to reach out to me for an ear. I believe in a real therapy. Talking and or the presence of an open ear can make all the difference for someone’s very well being. Your life has validation, purpose, and a place. Look further within your skin cells. Don’t seek that from an outsider’s vantage point.
Love you